flesh within blood

about the flesh

I draw people in love and desperate people. I keen horrific imagery, tedious symbolism, the gentle footstep in the haunted garage, the poor thing craddled by the sweetest mother that cursed its womb to prey on the ungrateful hands that will soon come for them.It is love as both a sweet indulgence and a painful bite into the flesh, as tender as the embrace of sharp teeth.

soft and rough meals can be my fest - as long as they feed the beast

about the garage

See, that one brain of mine craves for the lines : the ones that shape eyes and smiles, the nipping teeth ; bodies wrapped with tissues equally difficult to master. It is to soothe its longing and anxiety, supposetly.

Due to this very real diesease (I just made that up, did I ?) I, unfortunately, find myself condemned to an obsession with line art, fully drawn to its inherent rawness and unforgiving demands.

about the panic

Therefore, the den is patched with black and white spots, crafted with grey and sharp shapes. It is then devoided of well-thought colors; since opening up to the clairvoyance of the art of painting is a practice I'm unskilled for.I tried it, failed it, whined about it, and then cursed my own obtuse makeship claws.Self-loathing never did mark its name in success._{(I'll try, I promise (maybe).)}

about the blood within

Per se, I also aimed to stick a few times to one, secure lair. To established a name in it, though it was a foolish enterprise - we'll give that to the young age -. Travelling from fandoms to fandoms may sounds difficult -sure it is-, especially when you have only your own meal to offer.But as fair travellers, it is safe to trade with other inhabitents.After all, they also come with their delicious fare.

about the love

With such an intense prowling habit, rarely do I leave entirerly a fandom and its customs.Like many, when the weather shift, I become dormant, curled up in a furr of new found aromas- merrily purring at the thought of unfinished businesses.

Hello

Garage Panic. +20. FR/ENG - she/they*

I'm a self-taught artist with various and inconsistent interests.

INTRODUCE THE AUDIENCE

Anatomy & Props

Sketchfab : 3D people, characters, props, animation... on almost everything. Very helpful for references. Free to look at, build your own collections etc... Models can be purchased and your can upload your own.POSEMANIACS : royality-free 3D poses, very dynamic, with both feminine and masculine body types. Update regulary.Anatomy 360: Free and to-be-purchaised photographic 3D models. Their software works as a standalone. A lot of tools can be used to change the lights, the angles etc... Various body types too.Mitch Leewe: Has a lot of tutorials for basically every important subjects ; avaibale on his gumroad. A lot of different bundles, from small to higher prices.

Wiki & Websites to learn about history of arts

WikiArt: Well organized and documented encyclopedia to llearn /search about art history. Can be very uselful since they use a lot of images if you're more of a visual person.Smart History: Organized as courses & topics than the previous website cited. Is focused on history of art with a much more open political lense en sociological lenses.Aesthetics Wiki: As stated on the website, it is a "a comprehensive encyclopedia of online and offline aesthetics". Such a good website if you want to lose yourself into internet aesthetic, and recent "aesthetics" since the 2000s.

Old Web & Coding

sadgrl.online: Created by Sadness, this website is a "a tribute to the internet and a place of my own". A lot of ressources in webmastery can be found here, archives etc...Yesterweb: Community dedicated to build "another webs", different from our actual web 2.0. A lot of ressources here, zines, as well as some interesting writings and observations made by the members of how to organize a long-term online community.GifCities: A digital library, run by Internet Archive, where you can browse gifs from former websites that were been built on GeoCities.

art & cyberspace ressources

Wiki, websites and some cool tricks

KNOWLEDGE & LIMINALITY

EMERGENCY COMMISSIONS

Hello dears

Commissions are open ! But under few conditions...I hadn't planned on opening commissions, but life has its own mischief, and my phone is on the verge of falling apart. Currently, I can't afford any significant expenses.Although my situation isn't dire at the moment, I prefer to be transparent about my reasons for this call. I'm a student working on my master's thesis, which I'll be submitting in a few months, and it would be easier for me to work on commissions than finding a job to earn those extra fees.

Details

!!Only LineArt Commissions!!

Because those are emergency commissions, I can't take heavy requests that would take me too much of my allocated time for art.As you may have had noticed, I rely heavy on line works, and so, coloring isn't the part of the process that is the longest for me to complete.So, for those entries, I will only do lineworks, as it includes few shades of grey too.

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